Tragedy always seems worse when it's at a time everyone is supposed to be dancing around and happy ...
.... thankfully there's always someone who gives us that moment of joy to keep us going.
I pretty much live alone these days as Mrs Smug has vanished into herself and I sit here hoping she wakes up for the meal I've lovingly prepared.
But my friends, here and those I know in real life going back 50 years, always keep me going ...
... I always try to be up for my mates and help them through tough times.
So it's payback time lads