when i was 14 i was among the top cross country runners for my age in the country. i was accustomed to winning at school and in norfolk trials and felt unbeatable. when i did national trials aged 14 i went off too fast and got caught and passed easily with just a few hundred metres to go. i'm ashamed to say that i didn't finish that race - i quit and walked off. to this day it is the single thing in my life that i regret the most and every time i see or hear paula radcliffe moaning and crying, i think of that little boy whinging and giving up, simply because i was losing. i hate myself for that moment but i was told to grow up and i'm happy to say i learnt from it and became a stronger person for it. its about time someone told her she's being a dick and grew up too.
true story
true story

definitely!
Not by choice you understand. 


