Sorry about that marra, time heals though.
In the process of losing my grandma, well pretty much she is very ill. Similar (not as bad imo) to what you are going through chin up fella sounds silly but we are all here for you.

Sorry about that marra, time heals though.

Sorry about that marra, time heals though.
Sorry marra, got lost there!
Once next weeks ower, I'll do what I need to do & crack on.
Nice to see so many people contributing to this thread, people have taken something positive from something tragic and I'm glad you keep popping back in Billy.
To Billy and MrRAWhite, thanks for sharing with us something so personal. It really hammers home how important some things are, usually the things we take for granted.
I work with a lad who's going through all sorts, a lot of it self imposed, but he's making it worse for himself by abusing drugs and alcohol. He's a sound fella with a heart of gold but he's hiding some demons and I've sussed him out. I only wish he would talk about his problems honestly and open up to everyone but he's hiding his secrets by destroying his relationship with friends and family and going off the rails rather than face the reality.
I'm going on a bit but what I'm saying is, in my albeit limited experience, talk to people and stay off the booze. Alcohol really is evil. That's probably the best advice I could ever give. Even if it's on an internet forum you can keep in touch with reality and see that there's always light at the end of the tunnel.
The thing with drugs & alcohol is the pain is still there the next day & it's not nice for your kids to see, I remember you talking to me about this & you're right about it.
I've been a **** on here before & done some bastard things in my life.
Thinking about chucking the beer altogether tbh.
The thing with drugs & alcohol is the pain is still there the next day & it's not nice for your kids to see, I remember you talking to me about this & you're right about it.
I've been a **** on here before & done some bastard things in my life.
Thinking about chucking the beer altogether tbh.
We ALL do and say things we regret, it's realising it and either not doing them again or to apologies.
As for chucking the drink you don't realise how much trouble it causes physically and personally. I don't drink very often now and feel beeter for it
Cheers, I'm nowt special, just a normal man.
Busy tonight. Housefull of kids.
LOL.
Thanks to you all.
I will be thinking about them both on Sunday. Sorry my reply is so short I just can't find the words which is not like me at all. Its nice to see both sides of the river coming together to support fellow fans.
I can say with no hesitation or conceit that I'll genuinely be cheering Sunderland on at 3pm Sunday - that's taken something/someone special mate!
I can say with no hesitation or conceit that I'll genuinely be cheering Sunderland on at 3pm Sunday - that's taken something/someone special mate!
You can´t give up beer Billy, cos i´m getting them in on Boxing Day!
Billy, you'll have a friend from the states this weekend, even if you don't want one.
Thoughts are with you and Janie, and clearly I'll just be one of many with the kindest of thoughts and prayers for the both of you.