To answer you questions -
1. I have drank too much in the past, but that's history. Since 2013, in case you've missed all my posts about fitness and ****, I've been living a healthier lifestyle.
2. I don't like drinking with others because I like to drink at my own pace, and I don't drink to get **** faced. I prefer to drink a lot, but over a course of time.
3. I don't really have any Friends, and I don't really care for socialising, which is why I've developed this lone wolf thing.
Most people seem to feel lonely and depressed if they have no one around. Most people seem to need Friends and family and being around other people. I've never felt this urge. I don't ever get lonely, and I feel like I was born on a different planet to other people. I don't have anyone, and I really don't feel bad about it.
I'm not socially awkward, I can talk to others, and I even enjoy interaction with others, but I lose interest in talking to people after a few minutes after meeting them. I find 99% of humans that I talk to uninteresting.
I've never been able to register insults or compliments. I don't feel bad when called ugly, and I don't feel good when I get the odd woman showing interest in me. I cannot feel love or connection with others, and it's like part of my humanity was ripped out of me before I was born.
I know this will come off as ****ed up, but I don't give a ****.
I'm still sober when saying this, and don't feel bad about sharing it. Think what you will.