Depression, and I do not mean being down in the dumps or just pissed off for a while, is a truly terrible illness and those who suffer it rarely find the way to ask for help from those around them. My first wife decided to end it all a long time ago because of events in her earlier life just could not be forgotten. So I know, how much the deep hurt eats away at someone.
My best regards to Ashley's family at this time and should he recover, that he gets all the support to help him over this terrible episode in his life.
Cidered Abroad - Bristol City