Off Topic Europe

Pleasure meeting you too fella.

 

Just the day pal, not staying over. Think it's near Butterbean.

 

I thought you said he was a ****er?



Nah man, was he a ****er, though?

 

I only mentioned extremism as the NF vote was nearly wiped out in Sunderland and replaced by UKIP -I may be wrong

 

I'm not saying there's no extremists that vote UKIP, but I know loads of decent people that have voted for them.

 

Well every single person on the board has been a ****er at some point during my mood swings He's the person on the board I've found most difficult to fathom. He didn't talk in riddle when I met him though. So much goes over my head though on here.

 

Hands down I'm the biggest tosser on here. I think everyone is alright tbh. I've never had a problem with the people I've met from this place.

 

Correct.

 

Well it's no secret who I wouldn't make time for but yeah, everyone is fine by me.

You think you're a bigger Tosser than me? When you go you really go granted, blow me out of the water, but I think I have a wider spread of ****ery,

 

I think that's the personality disorder kicking in when I blow up. Apart from that I'm a lovely chilled, nice guy...

I remember when the Newcastle board pissed me off so I sat awake until 3am just to inbox loads of their posters pictures of people being beheaded so they'd wake up to it. They went ****ing off it. I've got serious issues man so definitely a bigger tosser than you

I regretted it big time, like everything else I do. I'll manage to keep a lid on it one day.

You can just be a dick more often, but that's nowt really. I've thought a few times that I wish I had your self control. You seem to have something inside you that stops you from completely exploding.

 

Aye mate, weed It's definitely changed my life where the **** doctors have thrown at me has failed, 6 years ago before I met Georgie i was out of control. It wasn't on the internet though, it was in pubs. It got so bad they knew how I took my tea down the cells, no ****tin. I met Georgie and she was a smokers and I hadn't really touched it since I was in my early 20s. Just used to dable on comedowns and that was my lot. Well it sorted me right out and I got a lot better. I'm still very iritable and fidgety and get lots of bouts of hypermania, but full blown manic episodes are all but gone and my lows nowhere as catastrophic. I haven't self harmed in half a decade. I'm getting there mate. Just need a sustained of CBT so I can face the world properly as I'm quite broken. Fat chance though, Group CBT is a joke and should be outlawed in Psychology but needs must when Austerity measures are preventing folk from the 1 to1 treament they need. Waiting game for me to kick start my life for a proper crack at it and make something of myself before it's too late.

But yeah, weed loves me. And I love it. I don't doubt it's saved my life. Small regular doses keeps a barrier in front of the edge. Not a scrap of psychosis either... YET!

 

This is the first time I've ever admitted it, but I've had two episodes of psychosis. I couldn't talk about it to professionals though because they'd have to inform the police what I've done and I'd go to jail. I'll admit to you in person what I done.

It isn't nice. It's dark, it's scary and it's evil.

I've been on and off the weed lately and I'm loving the control I've got over it, at the moment. My last joint was 8 days ago and I'm sleeping and eating fine. I've been like this for a few months now and it's great.

 

**** man. Sounds scary, sorry to hear that. Another reason why weed needs more research to see what effect it does actually on that ****. Buzzin your finding a balance that's working for you though I bet that dog of yours is being a fantastic therapist?

 

Oh, Boris Johnsons to do list.

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paleface speak with forked tongue.

 

My first episode happened when I was a teenager before I found weed. It's really not to blame. Skye is an absolute diamond, I'm honestly blessed to have such a nice and well behaved dog. In my darkest of days I still get out of the house because I have to so she can have her piss and ****s. She wont do it in the garden so I have to take her along to the field. Sometimes it's only 20mins a time when I'm really bad, but I'm still getting out and that's the main thing.

 

what the champions league ?.

 

Still remember what you said about little Bradley you arsehole

 

You're a lollipop man aren't you?