Don't know about anyone else but halfway through today's game I found my appetite for Wembley had disappeared and I found myself almost dreading it. Trying to get myself in the right frame of mind, should I just be thinking its a day out with other City supporters and no matter how crap we play just clap and cheer and pretend I don't care. Problem is I do care, I don't want to be sitting there at half time thinking we've no chance. Its a long way to go and costing a lot of money. I really really want the team to go out fighting for every ball and defending properly and not conceding an early goal or a stupid sloppy goal as they have done for the past few games. My confidence in the team is shot to pieces.