Honestly don't think I've ever been less enthused by the club as I am right now - and I say that having not been to a game in 4/5 years, having got fed up giving MA my money, having witnessed legends, managers and players treated disgracefully, two avoidable relegations and the rest of the utter shambles during the last 14 years of MA's "ownership" and despite all this, it honestly has never felt worse to support this club. Yes everything that's gone before adds to it but the last few months have been a disgrace.
It's particularly frustrating as someone who is studying coaching (because I LOVE football, my life goal is to coach at a World Cup - IDC if its with a U10 disabilities team or the England national men's team, that's what I want and I'll get it because I want it more than anything) it's painful to see just how little fore-thought, planning, reflecting, adapting or anything I am learning about is not being implemented by a ****ing EPL manager with 25 years experience and worked under one of the greatest coaches, Sir Alex Ferguson, of all time in his playing days. I know in my heart that I could and would be doing no worse than Bruce and certainly would be playing better football than 10 men behind the ball and smash it forwards to a lone striker with no one within 50 yards of him. Quite frankly its prehistoric football that would not have been acceptable in the 90's let alone in the modern game. Stoke managed it because they played 4-4-2 so there was always support up top and they were absolutely clinical to be fair to them.
Turned the game off after 20/25 mins vs SU as you could see what was coming, my mates love to text me when **** is going wrong for NUFC because they know I'll give them some hilariously OTT remarks but when my mate text me this week to say - Frasers been sent off, what happened? I just said "don't know turned it off and tbh I don't care" no overly zealous remarks about cutting people or shipping them off to some god forsaken hell hole (usually Sunderland, or some middle eastern cave I research).
It's a disgrace from the top to the bottom of the management structure at the club and it hurts. You can look at the players and slate them as much as you like but what chance do they stand when there is no plan. It's like going over the top in the world war - they go out there and know what to expect but what can they do? Try and survive the bullets whizzing by and pray to whichever god they believe in that they make it through the afternoon.
Ashley is the main issue in all of this but he doesn't take charge on match day, he doesn't advise on the tactics or player selection - that lays at Bruce's feet and he has the audacity to say he won't walk away from the challenge? If he had even an ounce of integrity or a sliver of interest in the club he claims to have supported as a boy he'd have walked yesterday.