I really have no enthusiasm for going tonight and don't know yet whether I will or not.
If I do, it will be with a heavy heart, but I also hate the guilty feeing I get when I think about not going.
The pub a literal two minute walk from my house is showing it but I’ve paid for the bloody season ticket now so I’m using it even if that means getting home after midnight even if the trains run smoothly. Day off today so I’m going to head up to town around 2ish and make a bit of a day of it. Museum if the weather is crap and a long walk between some landmarks culminating in a two or so hour walk to Shebu. It’ll be a nice day pre-8pm.

