You are taking a sly dig and a low blow at one of our top posters on the board. In case you have forgot mate, he's got bipolar, as do I. We have limitations in life and I ****ing hate it, I look at everybody else and think 'you lucky bastard' wish I could just live a normal life like you.
I'm 32 and the one thing that I've never been able to control is my anxiety for driving a car, it has got the better of me my full life. Because of what's happening with my Mother, I have to get on the road and quick. I took my theory test today in Newcastle, nearly walked out halfway through and still don't know how I didn't, I was sweating buckets and felt ashamed and anxious that everybody was going to notice. Luckily I seen it through and passed. If my Mam wasn't dying, I wouldn't have done that today. The last thing I need is to see somebody having a go at someone with bipolar about how they are living their life.
I just wish you could understand...