On your first point I agree that the decision is wrong....I am more looking to understand why the Directors took it.
On your second point I don't think any of us should feel shame about the actions of the club. Each of us might well decide whether or not we should continue to support the club financially or otherwise based on their decisions on how they use our money. Which is why I am trying to understand why they did this.
This'll probably sound like bollocks so forgive me...
You are right...I should not have said it shames all but it does shame me and here is why...
When I was a kid Spurs was the lifeline that helped me cope with the child beating **** that my idiot mother married.
The beatings, threats and insults were manageable cos I had Spurs and they couldn't take that away no matter what he did and how much she failed to protect me.
As a 10 year old I had some subuetteo pieces (a broken goal, a keeper with one arm and about 6 players) which I used to reenact games I heard on the radio or read about or watched on my busted up portable tv.
These are some of my fondest memories as a kid.
I never went in the front room or ate with the family (apart from xmas day cos of my kid brother and sister... his kids) from the age of 12 until I left aged 17.
Listening to spurs, making scrap books of our matches made me feel part of something other than my ****ed up family.
From 1981 til I left home going to spurs was like having a home. I was welcomed, treated like I belonged and this made everything good in my world.
Used to go with a mate and we ate at the same chippy everytime before and after the game and listen to the radio build up and match reports.
In a final act of spite my idiot mother and her **** of a husband destroyed all my scrapbooks and my programmes and memorabilia when I left home.
I took my girls to games which was something I dreamed about doing as a kid. I even got to take them to the same chippy I used to go to as a kid before it was closed down.
12 years ago I became ill and had all sorts of cancer tests (luckily clear) but it turned out I was in the middle of a mental health episode based around my childhood and my son's death.
My fantastic partner helped me get counselling and after telling her about my stuff being destroyed, she encouraged me to re buy what we could through Ebay.
Found all the programmes and some scrapbooks of when I was a kid.
I get "bonding" time with my girls at football and have a huge amount of memories. I even make them both a scrapbook every year which they love.
Their Grandad (mums side) even saves paper cuttings for me to help out.
I believed I was part of something as a kid and I introduced that to my girls.
It is this experience that leads to me feeling shamed.
Sorry to make this about me but spurs have always been a huge part of me as a person.
And to deprive staff of 20% of their wages (even if you ignore the furloughed issue) shames me...and (if it is not stopped) it ain't something I can continue to financially support so will have to end our decades of memberships and of travelling to the lane.
It will be a gut wrenching thing to do but if this goes through I will not return or buy snything from the club while Levy remains our Chairman.