I feel home sick and I'm home. I really miss my mates. One is in New Zealand, one in the Philippines, one is York and the other Newcastle, still see the lads closer to home now and again, but it just isn't the same without the whole gang together again. Thing is, some of the worst depression I've had in my life has occurred as the group was dispersing so instead maintaining my social out going routine where I'd organically meet new people and forge new relationships, I've reclused and dropped off the social ladder completely. So yeah, homesick at home

Miss me mates. Would love the gang back together again. My Wedding could be the next opportunity to get us all in the same room again.[/QUOT
Bob Dylan's Dream always hits the note with me, melancholy shared.