yeah i know mate, the other day when it happened i didnt want to talk to anyone, now i have talked to a few people, staff on my site, neighbours, family etc and i feel a lot better, next week though is when its all going to come flooding back.
bottom line is, my wife was 8 months pregnant, sunday she had a miscarraige, hd to give birth naturally, was there for the birth at 5am sunday, didnt hit home really till we seen him, then the waterworks/floodgates and everything else opened, wife got let out today but it was touch and go on whether she would need a blood transfusion, luckily she didnt but didnt find that out till this morning.
got to go and register the death tomorrow then sort out whatever funeral we are going to have for him, wife isnt sure if she wants to go, she is a bit of a state atm, hence why she is at her mams, but we need something, they said we could just give him to the hospital and they would deal with it (without holding him/looking at him at all) i just couldnt do that, he deserves a good send off and a proper buriel site.
told you i didnt want to make this morbid lol
