How BILL, Hard times or what? been there mate, too often these past couple of years, never gets easier, not at all. did you do something special for your Janie? did you get a little private time with her, I dont know why I asked , cos deep in my heart I know you did, as you do every day, and I know you do as I said every day. there are no answers mate. only your beliefs. But Nobody actually leaves us, otherwise we would not have a memory, and through this memory our folk are with us, and live on. my Mother died april fools day 1975, some April fool eh? then all the rest, supposed to be me next, **** Bill who cares, you just look after yours for now and the future, the rest will come in time. god bless you billy. As I am sure God blessed Janie.
Sorry, yes I'm trying but I dont know if I can go on. Don't even know if I want to tbh. Life sure can be a twat marra. God bless.
Will mate, I dont want to sound rotten. But carry on with your life YOU HAVE NO CHOICE, think Janie would have wanted this? you must take care of yours and yourself, your time will come, same as all of us, but you have to take care of NOW, **** we are all going to die anyway, so but please celebrate Janies life, enjoy her, whatever hapens later ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, so be it,
Billy, I thought of you and Janie and all the others who have written on this thread about their sad bereavements and yes, even some miracles, during the minutes silence. I hope that you know that the Not 606 family are looking out for you and yours. Our words are only words, but they have come from the heart, even across the great Geordie/Mackem divide (which this thread shows is not that great a divide in reality). Janie would not want you to grieve for ever, but it is early days mate and it is no disgrace to feel like life is not worth living after such a short time. Just take one day at a time and keep talking to us Billy. We are here if you need us.
Hi Billy All on not 606 are here for you. I dont know how you feel Billy, I still have the love of my life but have lost my dad, who I miss every day. My Mam has been amazing and held me up by talking about dad about the good times and bad. I hope this helps. Lady E
Thanks. I feel ok but when I go to bed I feel like ****e. I pulled last night but knocked the lass back cos I just got no interest in it.
One day at a time Billy one day at a time. Talk about Janie, family and friends will listen and it does help.
Did she have a friend? Tried to donate £50 first time around but it wouldn't take it for some reason and would only let me pay £40 into the fund. Here's the other £10 going in now. Hope it's still building up.
Please don't start this again. Anyone. A.B. ~ You mustn't be aware of the carry on the last time............
If it helps you and reminds you of the support you have, don't stop ... take it as a comfort to help you through. Best wishes mate
Please dont worry about me. I will be fine. Doctors always put the fear of God up you. You watch I will be worrying over nowt. Billy you need to keep focussed on your little bairns and how much they need you. They will help you get through this.
