Uber I am a remainer, I still want to remain. However I have respected the rule of democracy, until the arrival of Boris.
Before that I was, "Well it is not what I want, I do not think it will be beneficial, but we have to do it. So lets get on with it".
Throughout the process I grew to understand quite how bad it could be with problems on the Irish border, no real trade deals, problems with supply chains, especially medicine, lack of work force in service and supply industries and NHS especially...this was never mentioned on the side of a bus.
I now think we can never go back. It would be lovely to say..."ooops I woke up in the shower, it was an awful mistake...lets just go back to where we are". It cannot and won't happen. We have to leave, lets try and do it with grace.
What I am taking out of this is a lasting hatred of Cameron, many many members of the Tory party, a hatred beyond belief for Boris, who is one of the most self-serving absolute B@@@@@ as is JRMogg and his b@@@@@ hedge-fund betting company.
I take out of the whole affair a grudging respect for Kenneth Clarke and Patten , who voted 3 times for Mays deal and then stood firmly against Boris' coup. My hope is for a short-term government of national unity (lead by Clark and Starmer), to take us out of Europe, with as much grace and safety as we can muster and then a general election that is won by a true Socialist government that can start working for the people, without the austerity that has forced 14 million people onto the breadline, that has ruined the infrastructure of our rail, mail and water networks. That can re-establish our NHS, and not sell it off to America.
That is my dream....but still hope I wake and find Bobby alive in the shower and that Cameron never called that stupid referendum...