Been OK but suddenly the nervous have kicked in, knotted stomach, feeling sick and I just want to get to the ground.
When you are there, surrounded by fellow fans, its better, easier to cope with. Safety in numbers I suppose, its just one game, nothing in the scheme of things, just 3 points, does it matter.
Told myself all of that but no, I dont believe it either.
Putting off my shower because I know once thats done I will go and even I know its far to early.
No point to this post, just need to do something, anything.
I'm 62 FFS, 62, I should really know better.
When you are there, surrounded by fellow fans, its better, easier to cope with. Safety in numbers I suppose, its just one game, nothing in the scheme of things, just 3 points, does it matter.
Told myself all of that but no, I dont believe it either.
Putting off my shower because I know once thats done I will go and even I know its far to early.
No point to this post, just need to do something, anything.
I'm 62 FFS, 62, I should really know better.