I’ve gone back to feeling sick again before and during a match 3/4 months ago I couldn’t care less wether we got beat won or drew.
It's like we've won the football equivalent of euro millions to me. A billionaire owner who has a canny decent understanding of the business side of footy due to his background which has led to an entire functioning backroom infrastructure being put in place for the first time ever as far as I'm concerned. This club went to total **** when Big Sam left and in all honesty, not only was it painful to experience it was ****ing pathetic to think that's how weak the club's organisation was. I can't see how we'll ever end up in that position again under Kyril tbh and that probably pleases me more than how this season's performances have gone. Pitch wise it's all a bonus to me and to be in with a good shout of automatic promoton right now is class. Even if we don't go up, I'd be disappointed but not devastated as I think we'd absoloutely piss it next season.
