Newgod's big mental thread of love

Is it Newgod's birthday?

Many happy returns man

 

thanks man
live a long and wonderful life
may newgod bless you
good luck and may you achieve great success
keep smiling you look great that way,
Newgod

 

nope my birthday is june 10th
this as.shole was just fu.cking with himself

 

well alwaysright was obviously wrong about my birthday,,
but cant say a thing about the admin keeping the tags area clean
thats out of discussion,

 

all the time there's you and Toby, I can only ever be the 3rd biggest ****er in the world - I'll settle for that !

 

Nope Toby is just another Googling sh.it eater
BTW Googling is a person who works for Google
its like citizen of google
since the Google is trying to take over the world soon there will be more Googlings
anyways
and Me well i only post here on my thread, beside that i only post on threads that interests me, which is also a rare thing

as for the ****er sh.it ,
you are the only one here who is fu.cking and su.cking at the same time
fu.cking a pig and sucking a dog's di.ck

so dont compare you or anyone with me
i am the Supreme Troll
everyone knows and admits that already

 

motherfu.ckers sign up to indian Shaddi.com and marry a indian bit.ch then eat her sh.it coz hell i care about you and your sh.ithouse life,
and the admins are keeping my tags area
spotless
just the way i like it

 

if you want it you can get it for the rest of your life
if you want it you can get it for the rest of your life

whooah whooah whooah
i tried to tell you but all i can say

 

alright f****ts this is my song named Fallen

Track - Fallen
Verse 1

I have fallen so deep that I cannot fall down from here
Yeah I have made mistakes, I tried to defeat myself,
I tried to destroy myself,
But I guess failed,,
Nina, Emily, Alex where ever you are, I am Sorry.

I have tried to run away from myself for a million days
I have tried to run away from myself in a million ways


You have no idea who I am, what I have been through, what kind of a emotional darkness I have seen, what kind of a life I have Lead.
What kind of dark places I have been to, what kind of deaths I have seen too, what kind of things that I have done and Said.
I am just breathing but that does not means that I am alive, I lost my mom when I was five, I feel like I am Dead.
Already, you don’t know how may times I was stabbed, and shot how many times I got into a fight and Bled.
Believe me you have no damn clue, how it is to, be Newgod, when everything around the world wants to kill you, and say I am crazy in the Head.
I have done everything to fix our problems, I swear I did Nina but still you, left me behind like a dead memory, and yes Victoria, I had Read.
You letter I just pretended I didn’t, I really wish I could have spend more time with you, rather than just walking Ahead.
But that’s life, if you make a mistake you got to live with it, life does not comes with a instruction book and it cannot Reset.
Every where I look, I see the world walking pass by me and I am still stuck on that 10th June 2004 morning, I can’t get out of this Net.
That has covered my life without any warning, I have tried to fight it, destroy it, but every time it gets stronger and I Get.
Deeper inside this never ending well, it feels like I am in hell, maybe they are right may be I am crazy coz why would I Let.
My life fall apart like this, why I would I ever let Nina Leave, why would I do what I did, why would I left Tina, and Yet.
She never blamed me once, for all the bad things that happened to her, I am sorry Tina I should have stayed and I Regret.
Leaving you, but that’s all I have done, I have left behind everything that I could and I have abandoned everyone I ever loved and Met.
And Alexander Xavier I never told you but I will say it today that if I ever had a elder brother he would be just like you, I will never Forget.
The things that you have done for me, I understand that now, but you are gone and you will never listen to this song, I Accept.
Emily that I never behaved like your elder brother, I always let you down, I have failed you, caused you pain and I know you had Wept.
Over this many time, and yet you stood by me when ever I needed you, I never gave you what you deserved love and respect, you Kept.
Telling me that I am running towards a Path where I will be all alone, no one will be there with me, you, Nina, Alexander, even Mom and Dad, no one Except.
Death, darkness, loneliness, pain and misery but I guess I was not thinking about the Aftermath of my Actions.
I wish I would have listened to you little sister, and maybe my life today would not have been in these Dark Sections.

But it is,
I have tried to run away from myself for a million days
I have tried to run away from myself in a million ways

 

the admins are keeping my tags area clean like a clean sluts **** and i like clean bitches

 

Very powerful Newgod, welcome back.

The lines I've highlighted are outstanding.

 

thanks man
i have been working on couple of projects but when i wrote this one last night i thought i will share it here and on FB,

 

Schizophrenia is a long-term mental health condition that causes a range of different psychological symptoms, including:

hallucinations - hearing or seeing things that do not exist
delusions - unusual beliefs not based on reality which often contradict the evidence
muddled thoughts based on the hallucinations or delusions
changes in behaviour

Doctors often describe schizophrenia as a psychotic illness. This means sometimes a person may not be able to distinguish their own thoughts and ideas from reality.

Read more about the symptoms of schizophrenia.
Why does schizophrenia happen?

The exact cause of schizophrenia is unknown. However, most experts believe the condition is caused by a combination of genetic and environmental factors.

It is thought certain things make you more vulnerable to developing schizophrenia, and certain situations can trigger the condition.

Read more about the causes of schizophrenia.
Who is affected?

Schizophrenia is one of the most common serious mental health conditions. About 1 in 100 people will experience schizophrenia in their lifetime, with many continuing to lead normal lives.

Schizophrenia is most often diagnosed between the ages of 15 and 35. Men and women are equally affected.

There is no single test for schizophrenia. It is most often diagnosed after an assessment by a mental health care professional, such as a psychiatrist.

It is important that schizophrenia is diagnosed as early as possible, as the chances of recovery improve the earlier it is treated.

Read more about diagnosing schizophrenia.
How is schizophrenia treated?

Schizophrenia is usually treated with a combination of medication and therapy appropriate to each individual. In most cases, this will be antipsychotic medicines and cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT).

People with schizophrenia will usually receive help from a community mental health team (CMHT), which will offer day-to-day support and treatment.

Many people recover from schizophrenia, although they may have periods when symptoms return (relapses). Support and treatment can help reduce the impact of the condition on your life.

Read more about treating schizophrenia.
Living with schizophrenia

If schizophrenia is well managed, it is possible to reduce the chances of severe relapses. This can include:

recognising signs of an acute episode
taking medication as prescribed
talking to others about the condition

There are many charities and support groups offering help and advice on living with schizophrenia. Most people find it comforting to talk to others with a similar condition.

 

Nice cut and paste job Toby, not sure what you're getting at though.

 

He's making an insinuation that you suffer with poor mental health.

It's a really funny thing for people as well adjusted as Toby

 

Love how bealey is merkin newgod... beale`s bitch

 

This is the thread trev

 

nearly newgod's birthday I wish he would come back

 

Well just log in as him then

 

it's not me though