Saturday teatime: Depressed, worried, despairing at trying to fathom out what has gone wrong, and where the hell are any more points going to come from, even found myself studying the bottom third of the table, trying to convince myself that we've already done enough not to have to worry about possible collapse to relegation. Sunday lunchtime: Shocked to read that BG has left on indefinite leave, due to a family illness/crisis. Best wishes and genuine sadness for him having to deal with whatever he is facing. Reality check that family must come before football for all of us. Genuine embarrassment for many of the cruel, harsh comments that were made towards and about him (particularly on Gas Chat) which if he was aware of, must have been very hurtful. Sunday evening: Slightly guilty now, as I find myself much more optimistic that we can get a result at Coventry on Tuesday evening with Kevin Maher in charge now. I had no expectation of us getting anything but a hiding earlier, but he did ok during the 3 games between GC and BG taking charge, and if he allows the team to do like they were doing pre BG, I reckon we can get a result. Sadly I feel the changes he made were too much too quickly for our players to adapt to, and I would rather see them revert to less attractive football, grinding out results, for the time being. or until we can get a few stronger, more gifted players to the club. (I hope to experience a new emotion to deal with on Tuesday at 10.00pm, 'Relief and happiness following a victory', - it's been a while!)

Sorted!