Apologies for the long post. It's a heart-felt 'thought dump'!
I have supported Spurs for coming up to 60 years. It was a family tradition. First visit to WHL in ’67 and was a season ticket holder through the 80’s and early 90’s. Work and life has taken me away from London and ultimately the UK, but I’ve always retained the connection. Still get downcast and/or euphoric in (roughly) equal measure, but always Spurs have been ‘my club’.
But strangely, despite the relative positivity around at the moment, for probably the first time in my life, I have started to question what my allegiance actually amounts to these days.
The family connection has long since abated, the players and managers that I grew up with have died or moved on and even our home has changed (for the better in many ways I do admit).
For me, players represent the ethos of the club on the pitch, or they did. Over the decades, we have naturally moved from a team that was predominantly born within a few miles of WHL, with a few interlopers from the Home Counties and wider UK, to a side that last weekend started with one English player (Spence) and a Welshman (Johnson). I respect anyone who puts on the shirt, but how can they ever truly be expected to respect those traditions, particularly in a win at any cost era? And should they have to anyway? (Rhetorical question...of course not!)
I have no connection with the owners and was never a particular fan of Daniel Levy, but I always thought that they were at least Spurs fans at heart, trying to do their best for the club, even if I didn’t agree with their methodology.
But something hit home when I saw and listened to the smarmy new Non-exec Chairman, Charrington the other day. With the alleged pot of gold in additional funding, he may well bring new success to the club, but at what cost? Talk is of a sell-out to Qatar or an odd business Consortium. That just smacks of the City and Newcastle blood money model. Not something that I could live with to be honest.
Being as superficial as the next man or woman, a few victories with some good attacking football and I will probably just banish these thoughts for another while, but for now I am having my doubts, that I am losing my Religion and my relationship with the club has changed permanently. Maybe I should just follow the club for the quality of the football alone and feck the history? We’ll see.
COYS!!
I have supported Spurs for coming up to 60 years. It was a family tradition. First visit to WHL in ’67 and was a season ticket holder through the 80’s and early 90’s. Work and life has taken me away from London and ultimately the UK, but I’ve always retained the connection. Still get downcast and/or euphoric in (roughly) equal measure, but always Spurs have been ‘my club’.
But strangely, despite the relative positivity around at the moment, for probably the first time in my life, I have started to question what my allegiance actually amounts to these days.
The family connection has long since abated, the players and managers that I grew up with have died or moved on and even our home has changed (for the better in many ways I do admit).
For me, players represent the ethos of the club on the pitch, or they did. Over the decades, we have naturally moved from a team that was predominantly born within a few miles of WHL, with a few interlopers from the Home Counties and wider UK, to a side that last weekend started with one English player (Spence) and a Welshman (Johnson). I respect anyone who puts on the shirt, but how can they ever truly be expected to respect those traditions, particularly in a win at any cost era? And should they have to anyway? (Rhetorical question...of course not!)
I have no connection with the owners and was never a particular fan of Daniel Levy, but I always thought that they were at least Spurs fans at heart, trying to do their best for the club, even if I didn’t agree with their methodology.
But something hit home when I saw and listened to the smarmy new Non-exec Chairman, Charrington the other day. With the alleged pot of gold in additional funding, he may well bring new success to the club, but at what cost? Talk is of a sell-out to Qatar or an odd business Consortium. That just smacks of the City and Newcastle blood money model. Not something that I could live with to be honest.
Being as superficial as the next man or woman, a few victories with some good attacking football and I will probably just banish these thoughts for another while, but for now I am having my doubts, that I am losing my Religion and my relationship with the club has changed permanently. Maybe I should just follow the club for the quality of the football alone and feck the history? We’ll see.
COYS!!

