There are loads of good lads on here. I wish everyone the best regardless of their current situation. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I've been in some really low situations in the past and I've also had immense highs. Everything will hopefully balance out eventually.
As someone that has been around a long time let me assure you that things will change , not overnight,but you will win some and you will lose some, that is life
My wishes to you as always.. The best memory for me will always be that the people that mattered received your love, unconditional natural love. Whether they choose in later years to throw that back in your face is their prerogative but you know in your heart that you were there for them in their times of need and you love them truly.. It's a funny world mate, sometimes you don't know whether you are doing right or wrong being there for some but take my philosophy now if it helps, one day at a time.. Mines health, yours will be different, same bloke, different hat.. Stay safe bro..