<[O__o]>;4908315 said:I have immense self-esteem, Paul.
My mother offered me unconditional love as a child and it has stood me in good stead all these years.
Your mother rejecting you as a child, a child conceived through rape, is the reason that you cut yourself.
The priest forcibly bumming you during your communion years is the reason why you view kiddie porn.
Your horrific diet is why you are a fat bastard with poor complexion and why you get chest pains.

This spastic is raging.
Don't blame others for your hatred of your own life. It's not the fault of people on here that you made choices which now haunt your psyche.
Seek help or kill yourself even, no-one would miss you for long.