Holty don't be one of those guys who goes and listens to love songs on youtube and then write a big sob story on there Please don't be that guy!!!
I have a guitar and writing songs is the most soothing thing for the soul, however bad those songs may be
No for ****s sake. It means "I want attention". Jesus. She needs to make up her mind mate so you know where you stand. She's taking the piss.
Don't let her take the piss, you need to be cruel to be kind. You won't do this but you should ignore her texts from time to time, you said you always send the last text so she obviously does it to you so do it back
The problem is everytime I think thats that and I become all mopey and stuff she does something that gives me fresh hope and I get buoyed again (like tonight had the best convo with her) then she seems to change and its back to mopey, Its so cnfusing. Please let this be it, this time. I know I would make her happy just need her to 100 percent see that
Guys today watch too many romcoms, if she chucked you then take it like a man and walk. If you go talking to her all the time after a breakup you will end up "friends" and before you know it you'll be doing all the boyfriend stuff like buying drinks etc but without getting your hole. Ignore her and find someone else, and even if not you can console yourself with the fact that there is usually a drunken night where you bump into each other and get that "Im drunk and I miss you" filth sex.
Mate just ask her where you stand. Not over a txt. Be clear for once and for all. She's playing with you to make herself feel better.