Right, I have had a think and I reckon the best form of action is to be drastic tomorrow. I need to prove to her how much I love her - do something incredibly romantic like you see on films and really show I care, possibly propose at the end. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with her and we are perfect, please, please god let her see that too.
Man, I am having second thoughts now about it. Might see if she wants to meet up tomorrow and have a long chat. Bricking it though, I cant handle the finality of a no. Not knowing is terrible but at least there is still that glimmer of hope