Glad that's cleared that up I had thought that you were no longer posting on here. Then again I should have realised that no-one else could post like your goodself Sir
Then you have problems mate, and you need to sort them. I mean, you're in the Prem and we're not but I don't think you'll find any of us 'hating' you lot or being psychologically damaged by this, indeed, most of us would wish you well...I've just googled 'counselling' and now regard myself as a fully qualified counsellor in hatred and anger management issues...let it go... I'm here to help...