Loyalty is a much overrated virtue, particularly when it's of the 'blind' variety. If you are enjoying yourself brilliant, if not, disengage. For a long time the only lasting enjoyment I've had from following QPR has been the company of people in the same boat at the games and this ludicrous on line community. The football, the club, have offered only fleeting, temporary highs for a very long time indeed. I suppose I should be used to it now, but constant underachievement (rather than constant striving with poor tools) is rather wearing. As always, it's the permanently dashed hope/expectation that hurts. More fool me for not learning from experience. One of the things in life which should be a release, an escape, is just making me even more cynical, if that were possible. Not good.
In the words of the sage George W Bush:
"Fool me once....err....shame on you.......fool me twice ...(very long pause)......won't get fooled again!"