You're spot-on there (for once)! Now wait for the torrent of girly trash-talk in response. God only knows how this kid thinks he's going to make a living when he grows up.
Unfortunately for you sad souls, I'm already making a living, in the field I've got a University degree in. It's rather good pay too. Though, maybe if you supposed grown men wish hard enough for someone you don't even know to fail, who knows, eh? I pity you.
How nice! Hopefully that means we'll be seeing a lot less of you on here as you, like cream, zoom your way to the very top. Cream puff.
I know of one poster who will be ecstatic at the idea of you being a journo. He can add it to the ever growing list of things that he constantly moans about. I say well done pal, well done indeed. Now where's my trip flare gone?
Don't worry, I'll make sure to reply to every post you make. I can imagine him just scouring the internet just looking for articles by me. Here's a tip: They won't be on sport.
you'll still be able to do the City clips on the Match threads though wont you Quill? Its too late to get a replacement in now and i dont have time to interview prospective candidates anyway.
Thanks for the kind words guys. I made a big step yesterday. Went out down Newland and Piper yesterday for work mates leaving do. Got a bit drunk and finally opened up to someone and told them about my problems. Pitty she has a Boyfriend haha.
That's a great start, well played. What's the next steps? Are you going to try and do things different to what you currently do now? What I mean by this is what can you change to get you out of the vicious circle you hold yourself in? Could it be doing more of what you tried, like going out? Something new maybe, like go out walking. I don't mean for you to answer these questions here, more asking yourself how to manage what you endure. There's a lot more to it than just changing physically what you do but that can be a start. Sometimes if you think that if it was your best mate enduring what you do, what would you positively suggest to him to do, or even do with him to help him. I found that quite powerful, as you think we'll I would do x, and z to help him. So if you would do that for him, then surely it's good for you to do. Maybe. I am rambling now, I am just trying to put across a couple of tools I use to help myself.
No, that's great thanks. Talking to the girl I worked with made me realise I think one of the triggers is work. I work for financial broker. The pressures are quite high. Targets etc. I've applied for some new jobs today.
That sounds good and i hope you find something less stressful. Don't stop there though, don't forget you still need to create/reestablish your life outside of work, which i am sure has been neglected for a while. I remember when i was at my worst, i was asked what i do to relax, and when i listed out the things that i thought i did to relax, well none of them were actually relaxing pastimes. I am sure i listed going down the pub, watching City, renovating the house and suchlike, so not really relaxing pastimes. Im sure for some people they can be, but everyone is different. Looking back and especially now i am so far away , i can see the things i really used to like doing. Going to the Lake District, walking in the the Dales and things like that. There is a massive world out there to enjoy we just need to learn to look around us and appreciate what is right in front of our eyes.
That night was the first real social occasion since Wembley. That's something I've never thought. My hobbies quite intense. Music, City and Politics. I know my mate is on about going camping. which seems like quite relaxing. Also the girl at work is organising a few nights out. I also had a appointment with a councillor on Tuesday. Which helped. Even if I did get a bollocking for not taking my medication.
