I messed up in life - big time. I let my daughter down and I had her holiday in Jamaica cancelled just 3 weeks before we were due to fly.
I've fought my way back from that and have everything in place now to build a very good life. What I done to the bairn has been in my mind every day though and I cannot shrug it off. It's the only thing that holds me back in life.
I'm now sat on the train going to Manchester and we fly out to Jamaica, in the morning. I feel like I've come full circle and finally I'm about to put that nightmare to bed.
I thought after my suicide attempt that was it. Life would be **** and I'd struggle all the time. Well I've just finished renovating my house, my shop and website open in 4 weeks and I'm about to spend two weeks in the Caribbean with the youngun. Never give up in life, there's always hope. I'm walking, talking, living proof of that. Which is why me and the bairn will have season tickets next year. We will bounce back and I want to be there to go through that too.
Keep the faith
Great news mate and i'm genuinely chuffed that you've turned your self around and rebuilt your life. All the best for the future mate.
Sometimes life can be so cruel and kick you in the bollocks when you least expect it, but that's all behind you now, so just keep up the effort and enjoy your time with your daughter. She's your daughter and she'll always love you.
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