when i was younger looking back, i think i was close to being a addict of some sorts, i did some stupid stuff.
i once withdrew 500 quid on my credit card to back chelsea to beat sunderand @ 1/5 i basically wanted to buy 100 quid , they won with an 80th minute deflected goal- very lucky..... i did somethig similar with England against Northern Ireland and they lost , and let me be clear ive never been in a job i can afford to lose that much easily, luckily still lived at home without responsibilty i ruined my first holiday with my now wife as i lost 20 quid on the lunchtime game, so put 30 on an acca, it lost, i then was betting on italian games to win it back, i lost about 300 quid and spent all holiday on my phone making bets and watching live scores , looking back i recognise these as signs of getting addicted.
luckily and i say this without been smug or clever i just snapped out of it, i realised how stupid i was been and ive never done it since in about 10 years , i look back and laugh about it now but i appreciate others arent so fortunate and go down a darker path with it.
now i rarely bet over a fiver , in fact my favourite thing is i pick an acca , then dont place it , when one team inevitablty loses, i feel as though i have won whatever my stake would have been