I had to take my wife to hospital today for an appointment to see her consultant. We have been waiting to hear if the cancer had spread. I got a call at 11am and was asked to get her there within the hour. It took a while for the wife to get ready. The normal 20 minute journey was done in 10 minutes and we got there within half an hour.
Because we didn’t have a letter they wouldn’t let us in.
I can’t say on here how desperate I felt as they couldn’t find anyone to authorise access.
We have been waiting at home for three weeks in isolation, no real contact from the hospital and the surgeon had said if the cancer had spread, he wouldn’t operate and that chemo isn’t an option at the moment. This consultation was very important and significant. So there we stood whilst the clock ticked and our consultation started to vanish.
I broke.
They eventually after 25 minutes let us in and we had to dash to the reception. They told us that the security had changed after they had contacted us and that several people had been held back, all for different consultants. If we had been any longer the surgeon would have had to leave.
The news was that the operation may take place next week in a private hospital. No intensive care available. High risk and if the hospital becomes infected, no chance of survival.
The hospital itself was empty. Ghostly empty. I have had to visit at 1am in the past and it was busier.
We have new battles to fight, new hopes and worries.
Our only sanctuary is our home.
Best wishes