Have any of you ever had a unique experience you wouldn't normally share with others? I've been out on long hikes in the woods on my own on long holidays from work, and have gone into weird states of consciousness at times. I'd be in complete social isolation for weeks at a time. My mind would be very quiet or silent, I'd be very aware of everything around me, and I fully realised how "I" do not exist, and the "I" is merely a thought. There is no experiencer, there is just an experience. Literally no body exists. I forget about this most of the time, but the thought makes me realise the lack of freewill and how everything just happening without anyone controlling it, and there was 8 billion "human" bodies that are just vessels of experience creating an illusion that the environment has inhabitants in it. P.S. I've never taken any psychedelics, and I'm not psychotic.
After some due care and some serious consideration, I want you to know I don't say this lightly. But boy has Chaos now got some serious competition
Mine was yesterday at 3pm. The weirdest feeling of hope and happiness. Then it happened. The ball left Schars foot and time stood still. My soul left my body and I was literally inside Schars body. The ball rocketed into the top corner. I ran off to the corner. Then my soul left his body and I was in the stands again. Total euphoria!
You should do, they're fun. I'm writing a book at the moment and it's batshit mental, my best ideas come when I'm high.
