I don’t feel bad that, as a key worker, apart from hand sanitizer, there’s no PPE available in my workplace, because I feel the NHS should get it first. I feel a bit let down that there’s currently not even any wet wipes to wipe down the office when coming on and off shift, but I feel sure my managers are doing what they can to address this.
I do, however, feel outraged and ashamed that, should I fall ill and be taken to hospital, there’s a good chance the nurses treating me will be put at additional unnecessary risk because the government didn’t feel like redressing the PPE shortage identified by the Cygnus exercise. That’s something that leaves me feeling angry and bewildered.