As a goalkeeper myself, I appreciate that it's not the most glamorous position, but it's one I take great pride in playing. I've been third, second and first choice at a few clubs and you just have to push yourself to try and make an impact. I always want to play, even if it means dropping down to start over. But the one thing in this article that highlights for me is that Steve Harper actually suffered from depression, which I had no idea about. http://www.fourfourtwo.com/features/whatever-happened-caring-about-no1-shirt?