Blues and Reds Just a few things I want to say. Yes its 'essay' time (sorry to those who hates my essays). An explaination: 1) This may sound stupid but I want to apologise for leaving the forum. My decision to leave the forum was purely made by emotions at the time after reading what was put down about my brother. I was very emotionally upset and angry. I can still remember small details such as my hands were shaking as I was asking for my account to be deleted/closed. I wasnt in a good place for a few days as you may imagine. After a couple of days I felt really bad for leaving. I felt I let a few people down like those who I have became good friends with and also those who like getting involved in the prediction games. Feeling guilty didnt help my mood to be honest. Also after a couple of days it hit me that some s**t has made me feel how I was feeling due to their comments. That didnt help me either!! 2) I have sent a PM to Massive apologising for thinking it was him. I honestly thought it was Massive. Leading up to the incident I said some things in retaliation to this person who I believed was Massive, things that I regret saying which I have also apologised for. I hope he accepts my apology and things return to normal between us. 3) A couple of days ago I was feeling much better and calmer about the whole incident. My family have been great. I obviously didnt tell them what happened as to be honest im not afraid to say this here but I was too embarrassed to tell them that some internet warrior said a really s**tty thing. So I had a fight on my hands to deal with my emotions and depression alone. But my family have been really good. Reading that now that some internet warrior said a s**tty thing makes me sound pathetic that I left this place as a result. He won. well done to that person. One lesson I have learnt from this is not to underestimate the power of depression with negative emotions. Where I felt a bit more myself, I got in touch with Seamge and JTS via PM on twitter. Both really helped with comforting words and Seamge explained that the person was banned and dealt with and that there has been support on both sides who hoped I returned. Knowing the person was banned and that I had support is a big reason why I am back today. I gave it a few days and I now feel ready to be back. I will take things slow to get back into the swing of things. 4) Thank you to those who have shown support. I am aware there was comments from both boards at the time and after I left. Also when I logged in just now I had several PM's too. Please forgive me for not replying to your PM's. My reply to you all is here. I think its just a bit too much for to post and repeat it all to you individually when its tough enough as it is doing it this once if that makes sense. So thank you and I do really appreciate your words and support. 5) Thank you to GassyAde as well for taking over the prediction leagues for me. I know a fair few of you enjoy them and I was felling guilty that I let you down. So I am pleased to see that its continuing on, so thank you Seamge in organising it and GassyAde for taking it on. Keep up the good work GassyAde. A request: I just want to move on and forget what has happened. I dont want to be reminded if thats ok. I wont mention it myself from this point. I thought I owe an explaination, some will think I dont but you have one. So now the matter is closed for me and I just want to move on. I think that this would be easier for everyone, you all and myself. I just dont want anyone thinking they have to walk on eggshells around me if that makes sense. So just be normal and pretend for me that nothing happened and all is ok. I would really appreciate thats. On another note, I would like to start fresh, a clean slate with anyone who I have pissed off for 1 reason or another in the past. I just want to get on with everyone and hope no one uses what has happened against me in some sort of wum or insult. Anyway, moving on, I hope I havent jinxed us by coming back! Typical, I leave this place and didnt watch Rovers Saturday/Monday and we got 4 from 6 available points. If we lose tomorrow as I am now back, BLAME ME!!!!
Welcome back mate,i like reading your posts even when not agreeing with them and even i can see from the outside the amount of work you put into the Rovers forum.
Good on yer Capt'n Jack, takes a Big Man to say etc, etc. So welcome back and a good day all round with a Gas win today and all will be well. UTG
welcome back and thanks for bringing 3 points with you. now your season has started. good luck captain and the gas, from they tinpots. AJ, excuse the intrusion.
