A time in your life.. O/T

Now then..

A quickie before I piss off but this thread is probably for the older ones..

If there was a time in your life you could go back to just to pay a visit and alter things around a bit what would it be..?

For me it would be about 1982, to show my 2 lovely children at the time how much I loved them and how much of dick I was then. If I could turn the clock back, it would be to then, two beautiful kids in body warmers and a distant dad. I so wish my ethics were then what they are now..

 

1972 for me

 

when i got offered the residency at the sugar shack, i should never have smoked that joint

 

Jesus mate...I have made so many mistakes in my life that I wouldn't know where to start with this one..

 

September 30th, 1977.
Instead of being married now for 1 year, we would be coming up to,,,,,,, 35 now?

Long, long story

x

 

Six months ago, I should have gone home straight after work and gone to bed or stayed in work late or gone to the cinema or anything other than going out.

 

Iv'e made so many mistakes it's like the feckin Quatermass experiment all in one. It took a Cerebral Palsic lass to bring my head into the real world. That 1982 scene in a park in St Neots still haunts me as I adored my kids so much but I was so ****ed up at the time chasing my prick that the plastic me took over..

So so sorry Dan..

 

the pasts the past, we all make mistakes!

 

Ive made too many mistakes to single one thing out.

 

Which scene, have u got an old pic?

 

a bad one though son, don't follow me in that footstep..

 

If it helps, from what I know, the lad turned out tops and you have a pair of cracking grandkids to boot.

Sometimes **** just falls into place.

 

Your mam has..

 

I think I know which one u mean, not seen it in years. I vaguely remember it being took.

 

thanks mate.

 

It has disco but the idea of the thread was to bring up regrets in the past. The fact I have a son posting that I was referring to makes it a bit Eastenders..

 

I remember it each day I look at Ella..

 

Youve never mentioned it before?

 

There's a lot of things I don't mention but stay with me in my thoughts..

Like I said, caring for and looking after my two now has opened up a lot of memories, mistakes and the rest..

I'm off now, will have a hyper 4 year old in 9 hours time, a pad to change for Lollie but don't regret one moment of it. It's love Dan, like the love I feel for you and your sisters every feckin day..

 

I care. I care a lot. I''ve loved like you have. Take care my friend.
Best Wishes for Christmas & New Year, btw.