TBH with all of you people, this really touches me in a way some may not understand. I come on here but I cry a lot. I can honestly say that if it wernt for my kids I would have lost the will to live. I never missed anyone so much in my entire life as my Janie. Ijust want to be with her so, so much. Sorry, I just want her back. You see, thats what happens when you fall for a mag lass. Right, off to bed now I think for another sleepless night. Talk tomorrow.