Had a drink, reminded myself why I gave it up but don't regret the lesson. I'm ready to give up for good.
Had a glass of gin last night with tonic water and slices of cucumber. Didn't like. Necked a couple of vodka and diet cokes, always agreeable. I bought a litre bottle of Malibu from Tesco yesterday for £12, down from £19.50. Finished with a couple of glasses of Malibu and pineapple juice. Very refreshing.