If this means what I assume it does. All the best luck, at leats you have had the courage to try. Hope you get back on asap
Sounds like you've genuinely got problems. I find the best way to get through life's tough patches is to drink yourself into a coma every night. Works for me
Here's another tip: Morrisons are currently selling Fish Hoek Sauvignon Blanc for £5.49, it's normally £7+. Really nice wine, one of my favourites.
£3+ a pint in the fens except Wetherspoons but their beer is mostly on the way out. What's it in London these days, dread to think.
£2.20 for a pint of Bishops Finger in Wetherspoons I gave up drink for a month and everyone was pretty much in agreement that they preferred me to go back on it.