Any advice I could give to you marra, is to get off the weed.. Went through a stage myself, but went clean once in prison.. And it totally cleared my head, the cannibis messes with you, and will turn your life upside down unless you stay totally away from it.
I stopped from 22-24 and didn't miss it one bit but circumstances changed dramatically and it wasn't that I wanted or felt like I needed to smoke but it was too easy to get a hold of and like the pig I am it's got to a point where I know I'llnever be able to just smoke it "a bit" So needs to stop
Can relate to you mate, started smoking it at 14, had a couple of years off between 18-20 then back on until I was 25. Only reason I stopped cause I lost my brother and put myself into rehab.. Haven't looked back but the effects of smoking that **** still affects me to this day, short term memory loss and abit of anxiety.
I actually stopped smoking it in my early twenties so the repercussions were still felt strongly for nearly 10 years! Like you I still have slight anxiety but for the last 5 years I have managed to control it to the point where it is not ruining my life! In fact I came off my medication this time last year, which really impressed my doctor as he had told me I would probably be on it for the rest of my life! When you come to mention short term memory loss, when I think about it, my memory is atrocious!
i wish i could go back to my childhood with the same confidence and mentality ive got now, instead of being a shy insecure kid that might have well have had a punch me sign stamped on my head.
I had forgot all about this thread..why i did it, i have no idea...another one of my daft moment...but so you were bullied tees?
I'd have married the girl I should have (you never realise it until its too late of course) instead of the ****ing witch I did. My only regret in my entire life.
Yep. My first years in school were in Cambridge. I was bullied my whole time there, even to to the point of having 2 lads either side ofme holding a skipping rope choking me.
Aye but now, you laugh loudest mate. There's been a few mentions of bullying on this thread..WMS also brought it up. i don't quite know what to say,
No worries mate. I beat myself up over it now. Why wasnt i stronger?? Its caused me to have a few anger managment issues now as an adult. Any sign of somebody disrespecting me I see Red mist.
That's understandable mate.. I will be the first to admit, i can be a reet horrible twat. and not give a 2nd thought about it.. am i proud of it? no, i'm ashamed at times. but you my friend, have it sussed...proud of you.
That's absolute quality mate! Good on you for having the balls to admit it. Probably she would have turned out to be a witch as well though........
But you have fought back mate.. That takes a lot more, than being a bully, it takes massive nads to stand up to them, and knock them off their pedestal... It doesn't work all of the time, but mostly it does. i actually really like you, you are one of the few, who get's involved in my random ot threads. no heirs and graces... i appreciate it mate.
Thanks mate, you are a top lad. Ill always respect you from when my boys were born and you wrote a thread announcinh it on here. Ive still got issues with my past, and for the sake of my boysand wife,i WILL conquer them.
You are from good stock mate.. Yourself, ya old man, Gonads, Rule, and the old Syd,along with others...we've nattered many an hour away. it all helps, and it's been fun.
