Newgod's big mental thread of love

You have my pity.

 

pity your moms a.ss
pity tina the whore goddess a.ss
pity your fu.ck buddy shemales a.ss

pity the poor, pity your miserable useless life

you know what i dont pity you coz i am all out of mercy

hey use a space rocket to fu.ck your a.ss actually put it in your a.ss and launch it so that your sorry a.ss goes off to mars or something

 

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i wrote this in around 15 minutes so its a rough work but anyways

track - Going Down

My Life is Upside Down
I am walking out of the Town
Tonight I am Going Down.


I woke up this morning, I don’t know what time it is, I lost my watch, all I have got is 7 dollars and a 50 Cent.
My land lady is screaming, abusing and banging my door coz I have not paid up my Rent.
From January to June, I am sitting near my broken window watching the world pass by from morning till noon, I get up and pack my bag, the Content.
Aint much black rag, a .45 handgun and a mag, days pass, I have no home to go to, I am living in a Tent.
I am a trouble magnet, where ever I go trouble follows me, I have more troubles then this entire Continent.
“Newgod you have f**ked up your life really Bad”, “There aint no way you can ever go back” huh f**king Compliment.
Coz I have heard that before, I get them often, this darkness and negativity has become part of my life now they are Complement.
Of my entity, yeah everyone is talking about me, I noticed the notice board that says I have made a Magnificent.
Failure of my life, an entity who was once someone is now no one, as if I am dead when I am still around as if I am Nonexistent.
And the world treats me like a monster, straight out of hell, people don’t even talk to me as if I Represent.
The devil himself. I am absolute evil, I am a curse on humanity, I me mindless and Hell-bent.
on destroying lives, nations and the world, and I have lost more than you can imagine, friends, love all the good things are in a constant Decrement.
And all the bad things, you can imagine are adding up to my life they are a constant Increment.
Some days I feel frustrated angry I feel like burning the world down, but I believe holding grudge is an Ancient.
Thing to do, I must learn to move on, but nothing changes, yeah that’s right I have an Asian Accent.
Is that why I get a 1000 hate mails everyday, is my nationality the reason why they were Sent.


My Life is Upside Down
I am walking out of the Town
Tonight I am Going Down.


I am going down, someone told me to get and handle my life like a man someone told me to be wise after all these Event.
But sorry, past cant be changed, there is just no way I can make things right doesn’t matter how hard I try I cannot Prevent.
The bad things that have happened in the past or present, I have no power over them anymore, those who were once my friends are now my Opponent.
Yeah Rose it was my fault, when Jane needed me most I was not around, but believe me I never thought she would kill herself, trust me that was never my Intent.
To hurt her, how could I she was equal to Emily for me, but she is gone she has left us all behind, I know you can never forgive me, but trust me I Repent.
This, I really wish this would never have happened, but I know the scars I leave behind they can never be erased, they are Permanent.
But you were wrong Rose, when you said that I did not cared about her, she meant nothing to me that I was Absent.
In her Funeral, coz I was there, I really should have made a different choice, I really should have seen you, I admit it was really bad Judgment.
On my part, I am a horrible manager, that’s why I messed my life up, I have made a trillion mistakes, and completely failed in the Management,
Of every crysis that I have ever faced, Emily, My Family, Friends, Fans, even Nina, its very clear isn’t it, isn’t it Evident.
From the situation I am in, Nina is gone and I am all alone, the moment she left me, my life was over my life Went.
Down like a stone in the ocean, I got lost, I don’t know how I am still breathing, living without you is like a endless Torment.
And when I said “I really wish you were dead Emily” that’s not what I Meant.
Nina you were wrong, I was ready to spend my life with you, I never had any Commitment.
Issues it was just that I needed more time, I want to make my family proud, I wanted to add a long list of Achievement.
After my name, I really wish I could have a second chance with you then I would never hurt you Sentiment.
Again I promise, but that never happened, I really wish I could go back in the past and things were Different.

But
My Life is Upside Down
I am walking out of the Town
Tonight I am Going Down.

Who gives a f**k about Desire.
When my whole life is on Fire.

I don’t know what weird game God is playing or what Wicked Experiment.
Am I involved in, or what god wants from me, am I a toy a puppet or just an Instrument.
Of sadistic pleasure for god, sorry mom for being an Embarrassment.
To the family I know you expected way better, you thought I would do something great sorry for being a big Disappointment.
People say all my raps are lame, just full of bull****, lousy work with no Talent.
That I am a ego maniac, a bully, mentally ill, criminally insane and over Confident.
The police thinks that I am responsible for the drowning of a little girl but it was just an Accident.
I don’t know why they can’t believe that I have nothing to do with it and I am Innocent.
That I was just around that time and place it was purely Coincident.
They are just too busy to prove that I did it, that I am a murderer, and deliver me a legal Document.
Saying the court found me guilty and just drag me for my Imprisonment.
Coz I don’t wish to hurt people I am not insane I would never go unto that Extent.
Yeah I am a Efficient lair, Excellent in deception, physically strong and Intelligent.
But all this things around me made me crazy, in my insanity I had to Invent.
Newgod, By the way yes its true the Recent news about my Banishment.
From the churches, it does not matter how much I pray, God don’t answer me anymore, he stays Silent.
I guess to get his attention I have to do something insane something Violent.
My life has shattered into a trillion pieces, all that is left are just Fragment.
I know you wont believe this coz from where you see me, you find me 100 Percent.
Different, My past is as Forgotten as my Present.

Coz I am going Down
My Life is Upside Down
I am walking out of the Town
Tonight I am Going Down.

 

go eat fish sh.it you aqua life sh.it eaters
i know you all will say my rappin sucks
i have heard that a lot so save your sorry a.ss some misery
coz i am gonna kungfu your sorry a.sses

 

On yo Mama beeatch.

 

Why ?

 

Good question.

 

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What why you Nigga, i wrote it coz a fan told me to write down this kinda song, its a fan req
and i accepted it so i wrote it
and i do write songs in little time when i am really in a mood

if you dont understand that you can go eat cow sh.it BBQ a.sshole
or pig pi.ss milk shake

 

Not really see i am a very normal guy, unlike you who eats your mommy's sh.it for breakfast lunch and dinner,
and selll your mom's a.ss for cheap to niggas

so you were wrong but thats nothing new huh anal avacado

 

mosses you know nigga, you were skinned alive ages ago, and they inserted a red hot mental bar deep in your a.ss but all that was coz of your own fault, you were messing with the god of that time, the egyptian kings were considered as the Gods or direct desendents of the gods

 

Do you actually speak like that ?

 

Hi newgod, sorry I haven't been here much lately. I have been cyber bullied off this forum so I'm keeping my distance.

Keep up the good work.

 

'Sup Homie?

 

That's a bit racist

 

for alien sh.it eaters like you yeah i do actually speak like that
and why should not I
i have my rights according to the Universal Extremist Trolls
BTW rouge A.ss bitch do you sell your a.ss to niggas often or only on weekends , and your addiction to obama sh.it is kinda blocking you vision, you are fishing in muddy water pig sh.it milk shake drinker

 

not really you raicst pig, you see it would be racist if i called you a Nigga, but i called you a Nigga sh.it eater, so thats not really racist is it, BTW there is no shame in admiting that you are heavily addicted to black donkey sh.it
and human sh.it BBQ,
although its like disturbing for normal people like me but its very normal for a serious sam sh.it eater like you

 

hey Venom DP, go get your a.ss DPed by 2 nigga shemales, and eat hitman sh.it

 

oh its okay thats why i post my stuff around my FB page too, so that the coverage area is wider,