Newgod's big mental thread of love

Singer/Lyrics - Newgod
Music Cris Xavier - Cross
Album - Mirrors
Track - You Dont Know me



And the world thinks that I am stupid, I am lazy.
Or even worst that I am insane, I am crazy.
Yeah that’s right Newgod’s crazy baby.
The devil himself took out time and made me.
But even after endless troll wars nothing can ever fade me.
And none of my victims in the whole world can ever evade me.
The FBI would never miss out an opportunity to Raid me.
There is not enough sedative in the world to Sedate me.
And there is not a single girl in this world who would Date me.
But over 7 billion people in this world Clearly Hate me.
Don’t try trolling me nothing you can do will ever Irritate me.
Surely you can find a lot of people who openly Imitate me.
My Name is Newgod, the best in game I can Fly.
You can’t fly with me and yes I Lie.
And yes I make people Cry.
Give me high five don’t be Shy.
You wont give me high five, go to hell, just Die.
Don’t compare yourself with me I am the unofficial worlds most banned record Holder.
Now the only way I can go is up as I grow Older.
And as I grow older I become more evil and more Colder.
You cant expect to lean your head for comfort on my Shoulder.
My Shoulder is not Human its more like a Ton of Stone Boulder.
Put you head on my shoulder and, your head will crush, you will die Soldier.
Newgod is evil twisted a dead Mad Man.
Chewing endless lines of people like Pac Man.
He goes around with a loaded Gas Can.
Sets a girl on fire and says she is working on her Tan.
You don’t get it do you? well don’t bother but I Guess Then.
You are a fool to start what you cannot End.
I am the master of deception and I love to Pretend.
And I will pretend to be your Best Friend.
Will stick with you like a parasite till your Life End.
And I will drown you, ruin your life, you don’t expect that from someone who is a friend To You.
But can your really expect me to be your friend? Do You?
Yeah I am good I am great I have got fame and Glory.
But behind all that I have a Sad Life Story.
Yes I will tell you, take you back in Time, 10th June 2004.
Nina asked me to Leave she can’t take it Anymore.
So as I walk out of her house by the Shore.
She was still standing by the Door.
She was looking at me like she don’t Care.
Well **** it I don’t care and I wont Stare.
Back at her this time I will just go back to my Welfare.
Work and help people with the lives waiting for MediCare.
My Mom said “Where is Nina? I Cant Find Her, Where is She?”
Don’t Disturb Mom Drake is Writing a Song, Drake is Busy.
I don’t Know where Nina Is, Maybe She is Dead.
I cannot even believe what I Said.
I think I am loosing it, I am going crazy in the Head.
I don’t sleep at night I spend it sitting on my Bed.
Watching old pics and vids of Nina and Me, I should be out looking for her but Instead.
Of that I am busy trolling people with trolling tactics and Troll Rap
Even I know they are sick , a waste just Crap.
But what do you expect I am the Supreme God of Troll.
I feel no emotions my heart is just a Cold Stone Wall.
And look at me now I am still walking Tall.
Knowing that I am walking towards my Own Fall.
But that’s my Own Call.
Coz I am selfish and arrogant, I wont listen to the Whole World.
I wont Listen to my Own Girl.
Nina, Nope I would not Listen to Emily
I have already Lost my Fans, well Wishers, Best Friends and Family.
I am a Disgrace, a Black Spot on The US Black Ops Family.
I have written and recorded 20 albums but will never share them on YouTube
Yeah Alice you can surely go to hell, **** You Too.
Like a locksmith I am working on the locks of my life but with no Tool.
I act like a Fool.
And say that is cool.
If you collect all the pages of my rhyme you can fill a swimming pool.
And yet I am famous for only the wrong reasons and all Alone.
The only one person I ever Loved Nina is Gone
I believed She was my Newgoddess she was my life, my only Desire.
Without her I feel like I am Lost, Dead I am in Hell and My Soul is on Fire.
But I am Blinded By the Light of my Own Pride and I cannot see.
That I am becoming the NewDevil not Newgod but I guess its fate and this is how it was meant to Be.

 

Singer/Lyrics - Newgod
Music Criss Xavier - Cross
Album - Dead Memories
Track - Another Day

Yeah I know Nina that you cant care less
But tonight I pray that you hear this
Listen

Have you ever loved somebody in your life, well I Had.
For once in my whole life I was happy I was Glad.
And my family was happy too Emily Mom and Dad.
For once in my life I could forget the darkness, my past and not be Sad.
I could live a normal life too and not be Mad.
Not be Bad.
Everything was going Fine.
I still remember her eyes they Shine.
Her beauty was like a goddess, Divine.
My life was perfect it was like a fairy Tale.
But that’s the problem in real world things go wrong things Fail.
When things got bad they went off the Rail.
They exploded like a bomb went off the Scale.
My life changed into a Endless Nightmare.
I know none of you give a **** or Care.
I don’t even expect you to make a Fair.
Evaluation, Believe me I am not expecting any sympathy mercy or anything that’s not why I am Here.
tonight I will just tell you my side, I will Share.
My life story as a Friend.
And no I wont lie tonight neither pretend.
It might sound crazy weird or even scary.
Some of you might think this is all imaginary.
Bcoz I am a scary visionary.
that’s why people stay away from me keep their Distance.
Coz I can just make a story out of nowhere and accurately tell things that never happened in Existence.
With events dates time and even Feelings.
But tonight I am not here to bag Opinions.
This is about Nina she was the Love of My Life.
The Girl who I thought one day would be my Wife.
I have cried for this Girl.
I have told lies for this Girl.
I could even take lives for this Girl.
When she would be upset or sad I would sit by her side all night and Calm Her.
And if she is cold I could practically set myself on fire just to Warm Her.
I would even go to war with the Gods if they ever try to Harm Her.
But even after this she still turns around and Bites Me.
Despite all of my love she still stands up and Fights Me.
And after a while I cant take it anymore and it Ignites Me.
That I love a selfish girl more than I love myself but she cannot See.
that I am Drake and that’s all who I Can Be.
That I would not leave Nina even if I have to leave Heaven.
And I want to be with her not only in this life but also the next Eleven.
What was she when I first found her she was nothing all the things that she ever Flaunted.
were the things that I gave her, I gave her everything that she ever Wanted.
And then she would still act like I was the one who was Unwanted.
In her life, I cant still escape her torment I guess I am Haunted.
By this witch and her memories its like an endless torture, its like I am Taunted.
I can still hear her voice inside my head sometimes, its like a sweet Bell.
But its far away I cant go to that I am trapped in my own Cell.
Trapped in my own Hell.
Everyone in this world can see that I have Fell.
Into the icy hell, but I know what you would say and Tell.
That he deserve this, that I am the worst boyfriend in the Universe.
All I do it troll, I don’t care, I don’t feel emotion, all I do is Curse.
Being with me is like an endless life sentence in hell it’s a Curse.
But believe me when I say that I would give anything to Reverse.
The flow of time and make things right, and maybe things can be different and this very Verse.
Could be a happy one, it does not have to this Worse.
May be there could be different Words.
May be Nina would still be with me maybe I can present a different World.
Maybe Nina would still be the most important part of my life and I can still say she is my Girl.
But she is Not.
I have no idea how she Forgot.
That I cant express how I feel about Nina even in a billion Rhymes.
If I could ever spend just one day with her again I would happily die a billion Times.
I would happily commit a billion Crimes.
I really wish that she would have never left and I would have done something to make it right, Everyday.
I have even tried to destroy myself in Everyway.
Nina said I love you Newgod I don’t care what the haters Say.
As long as we are together we can make it.
Through anything anywhere we can take it .
Together we are one and we don’t need to show off or fake it.
But when people change everything Changes.
In one moment we were lover and the next we were Strangers.
So she just left and now even in a crowd of people I feel Alone.
I don’t talk to anyone, I just sit around a corner , on my Own.
She was the only one I ever really loved and Known.
And I never kept my feelings hidden inside I have Shown.
Her that I can give up heaven’s treasure kingdom and Throne.
For her but still for her it was not enough so she has Thrown.
Me out of her life, I can even believe this, I never imagined she could be this cold as a Stone.
Now I am lost and I feel I am in my own Dead Zone.
I never really figured out what went Wrong.
I though right next to her is the only place in this world where I Belong.
You can clearly tell that from the lyrics of this Song.
Nina I have been through hell, believe me You.
Have absolutely no idea about my nightmares and things I have been Through.
I really wish you could feel what I felt for one second that you Knew.
How it feels to be living like a dead, in eternal darkness, I wish you could understand my position Too.
Then you would know why I feel like a beast trapped in a cage in a Zoo.
I cant even sleep if I close my eyes I see Face.
Yeah I see her in the crowd, in coffee shops on trains I see her in every Place.
And I run after her like a fool, but she aint there it’s her shadow that I Chase.
I cant get away from her I cant even escape from her in the dead Space.
She is everywhere all the time around me and my world and still gone from my life without even leaving a Trace.
I feel like a total Disgrace.
You have no ****ing idea Nina how much Pain.
You have caused me, I don’t really know why I cant get you out of my Brain.
Its like an unbreakable Chain.
You have destroyed me, I tried everything to make things right but in vain.
you have made me Insane.
For me now nothing in my life and in me will ever be the Same.
You said you hate me and even my Name.
I never said I was perfect I was the best that was never my Claim.
Maybe for you all this was just another Game.
But it was my life for me such a Shame.
That you Abandoned True Love for Fame.
And even the gods may never forgive you for the things that you have Done.
I will still tell you, that no one else will ever take your place in my life you will always be the One.
Even though pain, loneliness, misery, death is all that you have Given.
Me, I want to tell you tonight, consider yourself Forgiven.

 

Singer/Lyrics - Newgod
Music - Criss Xavier - Cross
Album - The God of Troll
Track - Troll Champion

I am an unmovable object so you have to back down
And this is not a game I am not playing around
I aint lost man I just don’t want to be found
So I don’t give a **** what you feel how I sound
I accept every challenge keep fighting round after round
And keep beating my enemies bloody down on the ground
I was born this way, born to do this, I am hell bound
Your whole arsenal is useless against my one round
And I will transform and eat you just like a hell hound
Or I will put a spell in you and turn you spellbound
You think it will be easy with me no its not
You were too busy finding flaws in other you have rot
But its okay just bring out everything you have got
Its wont be easy I am not some dumb easy to kill game bot
And your biggest guns are useless against my sling shot
I will just tear apart the strongest rope the tightest knot
I can make it absolutely freezing or extremely hot
Newgod I am the whole universe you are just a tiny dot
You fantasize about standing against me you think you can bud
You think you have got what it take to do so you feel stud
No you will just lose and fall down on the ground with a thud
Because I have got over a trillion kills on my kill counter HUD
You have no idea I have dark heart dark soul and even dark blood
I will rise and consume all mankind just like a unstoppable dark flood
Treat me like hell, hell I care, treat me like I have done treason
I will just walk in, mess you life upside down, I don’t even need a reason
Believe me when I say that I am the worst of all season
And look at you, you are some pony, dumb stupid idiotic person
Just like an absolutely useless software’s outdated version
You can do what ever you want bud after all it your Call
But let me remind you that you cant win you will just Fall
Does not matter how fast your are strong smart intelligent or Tall
You are just like a small store I am like Wal-Mart super Mall
You are very easily offended like girl you are soft as a straw Doll
And I am like super reinforced Adimentium Wall
Someone told me that people like be are not brought but Sold
Well they don’t know I am more worthy than all the treasured &Gold
Remember the things that I say everything that I have Told
And everything that you do is simply useless pointless and Old
I told you to don’t bullshit me keep that in your pocket Fold
Standing up against me is a extremely stupid step not Bold
I am hotter than hell so I am absolutely impossible for you to Hold
When I leave the place everyone lies on the ground still and Cold
Let me remind you who I am I am the top of the Table
I am the best of my kind ready to cause havoc and still Stable
and I don’t need a gun knife or bomb I can kill with a damn Cable
new god I am I don’t have to tell you about myself I don’t need a Fable
I will turn your life upside down and drive you absolutely Unstable
And there is nothing you can do about it man you will be Unable
You will just end stop functioning terminate like a program Disable
Bring on the hell I will still say bring on some More.
You have no damn idea how many people like you I have Tore.
And it was bloody messy and with unimaginable Gore.
You will make a fine addition in my victims Galore.
I am Newgod you are just a weak pig iron Ore.
Fighting me wont be like an walk on the Shore.
I am the God of this Game, I am best name, the best game, the best Score.
And it will be annihilation when I walk in from that Door.
People will dig their own graves in the god damn Floor.
All your bullshit and abilities are useless and I get Bore.
Calculate the odds in a war between dark dragon and a wild Boar.
You have no damn idea what I have got in my Store.
I have seen losers, copy cats, wanna be’s assholes like you Before
All you ***gots imitate me and at the same time even hate me, guys with low grades and underscore.
All of them tried their best and failed, coz my style is original Super Strong Hardcore.
when I will be done with you, there will be absolutely nothing left be done anymore.
Live your life with honor and pride rather than living like an Attention Whore
I am the champion like john cena that’s C.E.N.A
I don’t participate in a parade meant for the Gay
You are just a small candle flame man I am a laser Ray
I don’t play with pussycat dolls I am not here to Play
But you should, you should go back home tonight and Pray
That you never cross my line, get my attention and become my Prey
Because I will instantly turn to you Dead Cold and Grey
Leave you down the road lying cold and Stray
Or just send you back home in the back of a box wagons Tray
One of my favorite songs How to save a life- from the Fray
My birthday is in June that’s comes after the month of May
Mess with me and it will be huge price you will have to Pay
I am evil, I can turn forever night the brightest of the Day
Its more true than gods word what ever I ever Say
And prepare for the worst time of your life because I am here to Stay
I am a super demolition unit you are just a weak stack of Hay
Annihilation it will be when I start dropping bombs from my bombs Bay
You cant win from me friend because there is simply just no Way
Newgod won you lost just like that now scream Hurray
There are people in the world, fools who think I am Eight.
Well they are the ones who are wasting time in this world like dead Weight.
But here is the truth and mind you I am saying this dead Straight.
And I am using an mortal language so its easy for you to translate.
I am the Newgod Original I am the best, Period there is nothing else left to Debate.
when I go to war dead bodies start to pile up at an unimaginable Rate.
Don’t Care if you gay, lesbian, straight, rich, poor, good, bad, ugly or beautiful I don’t Discriminate.
I will still destroy you the same, play with you, turn you Insane, Crazy in he Head, destabilize you psychological State.
Baby you have no idea how many people like you I have Ate.
And you think you can change me now well you can’t now its too Late.
I will drag you to hell with me from my hell’s Gate.
I don’t believe in good, bad, boon, curse, karma or Fate.
You think you can win from me sorry you are wrong Mate.
Anger, evil, destruction are child splay for me my fuel is Hate.
I will erase you out of this world, wipe you clean like a clean Plate.
The day you mess with me will be your last so remember that Date.
I Dominate my game, My rules, I Make em’ I Break em’ I will Dictate.
and you will follow, as you are my play toy in my toy box, an dumb damn Surrogate
I don’t care what you damn think about me or Blame
Hate makes me stronger so just keep on bringing the Flame
And you think that will work on me such fools you are such a Shame
Women wealth wine was just never my Aim
Nor I do anything anywhere to get any kind of Fame
I am born perfect so I never had to make any false Claim
Now its mine time to rule and this place never gonna be the Same
Because the god himself is here the god who created this Game
And you are just civilized beast get ready to get Tame
Newgod I am, everyone in the world knows that’s my Name

 

yeah mouse sh.it eaters, be scared, thats all you can me,,

 

yeah mouse sh.it eaters , you can get your a.ss fu.cked by a ant,
and yes no one can ban me from this place
thats the whole idea

 

Ok,

 

Just sent you a friend request bud

 

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Wow both talent and looks. I Moses denounce the God of the Torah.

 

Watch it mouse ****ter

 

double post

 

Has to be one of my favourite posters of all time

which one of you ****s is it... edge?

 

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^^^^

Killed it.

Hope you're happy.

 

I didn't get it anyway so it's no biggie commachio