'm nice to people I like and usually try very hard to be nice to people I don't like but fail miserably. I'm also too rumpy and cantakerous o be nice to people all the time.
I've never been nasty, but I've certainly been a total prick in the past. I can also say I've learnt from my mistakes. Apart from being a gobshite. Can't quite seem to shake that one.
"Hell is other people" - that about sums up my outlook in life. I have an intolerant attitude and am always getting wound up about stupid irrelevant stuff such as people getting in my way in supermarkets, bad till etiquette, other drivers, etc. Victor Meldrew could have been based on me. Having said all that I generally get along fine with most people when I get to know them and I did give up two years of my life to look after me poor old ma which a lot of people wouldn't do. They'd be quite happy to take whatever was left in the will of course. Generally, I consider most people to be ****s unless they prove otherwise. Generally, most people are ****s: greedy, dishonest, two-faced, tribal, idiots. I am aware of my own short-comings.
I like doing nice things for people but if the recipient of that said nice thing, or good deed does not show a required amount of gratitude i become a horrible ****.......eg Holding a door open and getting blanked ..... Can resort to dropping the door or a verbal assault ..
I act nice the vast majority of the time, but inside I am a ****. I think like a ****, and want to be one. Every now and then my inner **** reveals itself.
That's me to a tee. Unfortunately i ensure that any such comments are dripping in as much saracsm as i can muster which usually invites the comment "what's your ****ing problem you lairy ****?". The answer is invariably "I don't believe i'm the one with the problem".
