Agreed mate. I've naturally grown big shoulders due to genes, as my dad and his brothers were big blokes. I've also had, and have, a lot of fire in me, mentally, but was too afraid to let it loose when I was a kid, due to my lack of physical strength at the time. Sometimes I was so close to going crazy on someone, but my rationality came into play. I've had to develop a lot of patience, and I think that comes from my mams side of the family, who are smaller. I think I've developed a good balance. After a long wait, I'm big enough to fight back physically, but I'm also intellectually prepared to make good decisions. Most people avoid me nowadays, because I'm confident enough to stand tall, my chest out and make eye contact. Oh well.
Aye mate. I was out of work for about year mate. Depressing ****, and I turned to drink a lot. But I got my job, and I was over the moon. Only part time at the moment, but I've saved up some good cash, and I'm constantly working to try and prove to the NHS that I'm worth a permanent long term contract. But it never seems to work. The NHS has this idea that they need to redeploy, and give chances to, **** employees than pay attention to the hard workers. Anyway mate, how are you and your kid since your wife passed on? Are you guys getting on alright? Hope your youngun is up in the SoL wearing a red and white strip soon enough
I know what you mean about the NHS. I'm still under neurology at the RVI, ****ing epilepsy doing my head in. Wasd never married to Janie mate we were just soul mates & lovers. We never got seasons cards this time as work was interfearing but never came to fruitition if you know what I mean. Say nowt cos the wee bugger will be on in the morning after I gone to work but I might get two in the family end for his Xmas box, (I said might Niall). The graft has tailed off a bit at work so I might just go for it.
Oh ok, I thought she was your wife, but personally, I don't give a **** about marriage, it's an out-dated thing. You loved each other and had a kid. As long as you and the kid are ok, I'm happy for you. Hopefully you and him will be able to attend Sunderland matches together long term. I'm doing the same with my dad, but I'm of course a lot older.
Lol, no Tash marra, none of my bairns are to Janie mate. All to my ex & aye , all to the same lass. She just live's ower the road ffs, lol.
Rofl, well I'm just happy **** eventually turned out better in the end. They're currently in ****ty positions trying to support some chav lass they knocked up, and I'm free, making my own future, and If they started any **** now, I'd squash their asses!
No, everywhere I have tried to get a job has told me I am the most unemployable person they've ever met. Shame really.
