It's hard mate, thankfully I have an employer who sorted that for me when I needed it. Sounds trite but you will feel better, just keep that in your mind.
I'm just me mate, nothing special, never have been, never will be. Now I've put my head above the parapet, so you pick your chin up and stay positive, Things will get better
Stay strong marra,just think of the good times with your sons in the past and the good times in future,they need your strength and support.I’ve got two sons of my own and they mean the world to me, Keep going tees and keep posting
I didn't say you did, just that you think you do. Sadly some people use children as a tool to beat you with. One of my daughter-in-laws is a mean spirited bitch who started using my grandchildren to blackmail me with as soon as they were born. The moment I'd given her and my son £15,000 deposit to buy my own house from me she started the process of alienating my son from me ... you've met him. So now I'm unable to see them again ... ... I never recriminate myself for a second. Nor should you, none of us are perfect. You're not but you don't deserve to be manipulated by people depriving those lads of your affection. Don't let them win, you're better than that.
I appreciate someone editing my post, however, can they change it back please? It is what is and some things are more important
That’s a night I would love to erase from my memory, we set off from Lincolnshire in loads of time in a clapped out old beetle when the driver said we are just doing a detour to pick a old mate up from Gilberdyke, never heard of the place and being before mobiles we couldn’t find his house and when we did he was still not in from work. anyway we got there and we were locked out so we listened to the match from the street outside. Never saw that lad again, just glad we won so it was still a brilliant night.
Sleep well marra. Everything I see of you on here is nothing short of decent and full of humility. On here we are a solid enough bunch. If I could get to you now and just have a cuppa and a laugh I would. Take it easy fella, dark times always followed by a dawn.
Make the most of them when you see them ... ... and the most of yourself when you don't. Take care mate and meet up for a match.
Eeh, look I worked out how to change my username This place has some sound people, remember that when tempers fray