Got my fingers burnt a couple of times tbh.... Met a nice girl but got into a serious coke problem mate.. 600 a day at its peak... Im totally clean now.. Had one or two blips, but it really destroyed me.... Anyway you live and learn Im addicted to health and fitness now... Happy enough... Its worth recovering, but there's a period you deal with when you get better when you find it hard looking back and coping with the damage you caused and the way you treated people you cared about... You never get time back unfortunately, but **** me I've become a stronger and better person.
Wow mate. What a ****ing epic post. Total respect to you bro. Honestly totally appreciate your honesty in every aspect of life. And you have clearly been through a lot of ****. I admire people like you pal. To live and to learn. And look at you now. ****ing strong as an ox.
Cross between her and keira knightly. She got anorexia though a few years in... She nearly died, got polysystic overies and was told she couldn't have kids potentially.. Meanwhile I started getting off my tits and when she recovered I didn't Looking back it was a rough ride.. It just wasn't meant to be..... ****ing hell I feel like it's an episode of loose women on here tonight sorry lads It's happening
Without getting as wet as GG (only kidding GG....or am I? ) good on you CC. You can’t change the past but you can improve on the past.
Wait......so you used to make her get on the scales and she became an anorexic? You ever heard of cause and effect?
Thanks mate I'll be honest I didnt think I could stop.. I was in hospital on more than one occasion, but I just kept trying and eventually I started having success.. I failed to stop hundreds of times I think.. The gaps got bigger in between.. The big thing was the gym and realising I simply cannot ever go in the local bars or drink ever again.. Its something I don't miss now, but on sunny days I do think Ahh I wish I could have a beer, but over time I realised no matter what I say to myself or how long it's been I would have 2 pints and bang different person on the blower and the rest is history.. I'm quite open about it like because it's well known where I live and that sucks... I met a girl not to long ago and for whatever reason I felt I needed to tell her early rather than her perhaps hear it elsewhere . She told me she couldn't risk having that around her and that was that... . You pay for your mistakes that's for sure. All I know is some people never stop and I have.. Im in great shape and ill take that.
I guess this thread isn’t the right one for me to talk about my own issues. I raised them on these forums a couple of months ago and they never go away. Let’s take this conversation away from this thread.
Has anyone got any takeover news before I bore the living daylights out of you all some more with tales of my misspent youth
