Thanks mate. I was out of order. I need to realise my limits cause drink can turn me in a bad person. Im 40 soon and i still havent learnt unfortunatly
Im older mate and still haven't learnt yet, always had a short fuze, and its taken me years to calm down........sometimes.
Its my downfall in life mate i cant do anything about it other than stay sober and lifes too stressful for that. I hate being this way its caused me so much trouble and pain and it will continue to.
wasnt like this when younger it was the forces that turned me into an aggressive twat, all the best in coping with it mate
I found the less often i drank, the less of an angry arsehole i became when did drink.I was medicating on booze, whats more I was overdosing every time I took it. Instead of facing my issues. Wouldn't say I'm fixed(Far from it) but I can now drink without causing negative agro to everyone around every time I drank. I put the drink down and built some bridges instead. Got loads of closure, not always to my personal satisfaction(That's life) but enough to draw lines under lots of the things which were driving me to drink and causing me to be such a massive utter pissed up ****. Now I know the only enemy is in my head, it's not everybody else fault like I used to think, and even the others were at fault I hold no more need to be angry or sad with them. It's improved my mental well being too much to let drink turn me into such a bitter, self centered bastard again.
